And breathe....
I thought HRT was going to be the answer to all my problems! This morning showed that I had put to much faith in it.
At 20.10 last night ruby informed me she had to do last weeks homework (she forgot it weds and was off thurs, fri ) it was 20mins to bedtime. So I woke her at 06.40 but she fell back to sleep, again at 7, but she was on a go slow and it didn't get any better.
I of course reverted to type and shouting we were late, I detest being late, I'd also found that she'd had her friends in the spare room and had left two rooms in a mess!
I struggle to stay calm with the threat of being late and can't deal with things rationally and I hate that about myself because I can hear my dad in me.
So ruby knows she will be busy finishing her homework and her bedroom while her friends are playing .
I don't remember what I was like getting ready for school but we had a 2 1/2 mile journey that most the time was done on foot.
God help us , with me menopausal all we need now is ruby to start puberty. Touch wood Mat is fifteen and seems to be gliding through puberty but I know she won't !
Anyway , that's my rant over for another day.
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